Motherhood Thoughts

IMG_5629I am at a loss for words. Whenever I think about  motherhood, I can’t seem to find the appropriate words to describe what I want to write about it. Being a mother for the past 9 years, I have changed and grew so much.

If you ask me to enumerate what are the joyful moments of motherhood, I won’t be able to chose! From the first time I laid my eyes on my babies or our late night breastfeeding sessions or hearing them talk for the first time or seeing how much my kids love each other, there are just too many wonderful moments that motherhood has brought to me.

If you ask me to enumerate what are the unforgettable moments, I would say that it was when my son cried as I was explaining to him why he needs to be disciplined or when my daughter needs to do something that she doesn’t like to do. These are the moments when I see my kids grow and mature. Stretching out from their comfort zones, learning from their mistakes and trying something new.

One day, all of these will be nothing but memories. I am  overwhelmed with gratefulness to the Lord for every moment that I get to spend with my kids. As we spend each day together, I have come to know them and truly see their heart. I myself have changed and grown in ways I never could have if I didn’t become a mom.

Thank you God for giving me the gift of motherhood. 

God’s Faithfulness

So many things have happened over the past 2 months. I have mentioned that hubby had to undergo surgery to implant a stainless steel metal on his clavicle (near his shoulder area). The surgery was successful and the cast on his right arms is finally off. His wound is also healing but his arm movements are still restricted. He might need to go to a therapist so that his arms would fully function again like before.  Then the kids have finally finished school for this school year. My son is set to graduate from preschool while my daughter is going to have her final portfolio review for the school year. They are busy with summer activities now.  And my hubby’s 95 years old grandma just passed away and was just laid to rest this week.

I feel like I have been in auto-pilot mode for the past 2 months. From one happening to the other, I didn’t even know how I survived! But it is through these challenges in life, that I am made aware of God’s grace on my life. I see how God has provided for all our needs financially, emotionally and physically. Through each trial that I faced, I knew God was with me and I never felt any heaviness in my heart. In moments like these, it is God’s faithfulness which carries me through.

If you are facing tough challenges in your life right now, don’t lose hope. God’s faithfulness is more than enough to see you through.

Life Lessons

The last week has been really busy for me. Hubby had a surgery to implant a stainless steel into his clavicle area. We have been in the hospital for almost a week and when we were finally home, there are lots of things that needed to be done. Chores, caring for the kids and providing assistance to my hubby. I don’t get to spend much time online at all. I want to do some shopping online for the next school year for the  kids and some clothes for hubby at GandLCothing.com and buy some pillows online.

Life has been busy but I am not complaining.

The whole family is together and everyone is participating in helping each other. My kids learned to be more considerate and they are more responsible. We got to spend more time together as a family too. The children get to see how we should treat one another when a crisis arises in the family. It is not the most ideal setting in our family but truly, God’s grace has sustained us through this tough moments in our life.  We all see how God’s faithfulness is unfolding and what love truly means. It is being committed to helping one another and being there for each other not only during happy times, but most importantly through tough times.

 

His Grace is Enough For Me

It has been a week since my hubby had his bike accident. His right elbow has been put on cast and his shoulder is all tied up. We went back to the hospital to have his x-ray taken again. The orthopedic doctor said that his elbow is better but his shoulder needs to undergo surgery since it doesn’t look like it is auto-correcting. We are both saddened by this news but hubby said that he expected it since the photo from his x-ray showing his shoulder says it all. We are consulting another orthopedic tomorrow just to see what his recommendation would be. Financially, it can get a bit expensive but I am more concerned that he would need to undergo surgery. It will be his first time to undergo surgery, I am praying that there would be no complications and he would recover quickly. If only chiropractors like those Stockton chiropractor can help hubby’s shoulder. Therapy won’t work now too. I was really hoping that his clavicle on his shoulders would heal but I guess the Lord has other plans.

It is truly in moments like these, when we are down, that we see how great our God is. His provisions has been pouring in and His grace has been more than enough for us as we go through life’s challenges. Not knowing what tomorrow would bring can bring fear and worry, but we choose to trust Him and we know that God is in perfect control of everything.

Truly, His grace is enough for me.

Life Interruptions

When you are homeschooling your kids, interruptions are bound to happen. How you view and handle the interruptions along the way will contribute greatly to the success of your homeschooling.

Interruptions are part of life – like when someone gets sick or friends and relatives come for a visit or someone spills water all over or chores need to be done. In our case, the most recent interruption happened today.  We were in the of our homeschooling day, when hubby came home from his biking session and told us that he had an accident.

We decided to go to the medical clinic immediately to have his shoulder and elbow checked so we can be sure that there is no fracture. Lo and behold, he has 2 fractures. Both the shoulder and the arms have some fracture. The doctor put a cast on his arms and put bandage around his shoulders too. We are praying that his body will heal by itself so that he doesn’t have to undergo surgery to fix the fracture on his shoulder.

Because we don’t have a helper at home, the 4 of us went to the clinic and the hospital together. When we came home, it was almost the end of the day as it was already 4:30PM. Besides, everyone was tired already! I told the kids “Oh no! We weren’t able to do our homeschool today.”

My daughter’s reply was “It’s okay! At least we were there with daddy.” I immediately acknowledged her input telling her that she is right. Homeschool is not only learning from books but more importantly, it is learning about real life. It was important that we were there to be with daddy when he needed us. We were with him and we prayed for him. This is what family does for each other and no workbook can teach this life lessons – except experience.

The kids also learned to be appreciative of their functioning body parts as they watch their dad wince in pain and unable to move his right arms and shoulder and needing assistance. They also learned to be grateful in the midst of hard situations in life.

Of course, the kids became bored while waiting at the hospital at a certain point but I believe that they needed to be part of everything that happened today. This interruption allowed them to see what happens when someone gets into an accident and what needs to be done. They saw the nurse and the doctor in action while putting the cast on their dad. They also saw how the hospital system works.

We  all learned so much today. We often react with negativity when there are interruptions in life but truly, we can all learn so much more when we face interruptions with prayer and with an open heart, ready to learn.

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